Time really flies. Without me realising, my first semester in UTAR is coming to an end.
Many things have happened, both happy and unhappy. Some of these events have made big changes in my life, yet it seems like nothing has changed at all. LOL.
All i feel now is that i should put the past away and live on.
One thing i realised about myself is that i don't really regret or blame for things that has happened to me. I don't regret coming up here to study, i don't lament the fact that there are changes in my life. Since they have happened, let it be. The most important thing is to get over problems and try to solve them. If you can't, then only know that you screwed up. I did screw up,badly.
But i guess life is like a reel unfolding, you can't turn back so the only thing you can do is to keep on rolling. =)
Enough about the introductory crap. Haha.
I'm in a pretty good mood today since it just rained and i had a restful sleep earlier. Not feelin hungry but i keep wanting to eat.
Dunno wads wrong with my appetite these days. I keep on snack-ing while studying or doing nothing in particular. Turning into a fat pig sooner or later. Isssh.
Finals are coming in less than a week, and my motivation to study has burnt out. PPS, Kpop and Facebook are the biggest distractions of my life! Hahahaha.
Kaijie said i've always been a procrastinator when it comes to studying. I agree kay. xDD
I guess i was always a night person. These days i keep finding myself wanting to go out at night. Cycling in the darkness give me a sense of peace, sitting by the lake makes me relaxed. Well, L4D-ing in the CC at night is just plain fun. xD
Went moonsighting with KKG, Pinky and Roy last night. The moon was really beautiful, so bright with a rim a light surrounding it..Aah..How i wish someone was here..Keke
But i have to take care of my body..No late nights out..Hopefully i can keep this promise to myself well. haha.
Feeling grateful for the people i have met,the people who made me cry,the people who made me laugh, the people who cared about me, and also the people who have made my life as beautiful as it is now. I love all of you.
Friends really make your life. In my case anyways =P
Arrgh! Wads for dinner??
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