Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Precious..Five as one forever

Why is this comeback bringing me tears and more tears instead of smiles and laughter?
I don't even care anymore if there's ever gonna be a second album..
I just want these five precious boys to stay happy and not cry and feel apologetic anymore :(
Screw DSP for making a mess out of these wonderful, precious boys. They deserve far better..And why oh why is this promo period shorter than Love Like This?? /crying forever.

Reading all those fan accounts and transcripts from that day's event..My fangirl heart broke..All five of them apologised, expressed their gratitude, confessed, and cried together..Jungmin cried the most..While Saengie kept his cool and tried not to cry..Watching a HyungJun fancam i noticed baby was trying very very hard not to cry..
I felt so darn sad watching him sniffle and trying to sing..
It felt like so long ago..When Jun was the crybaby and burst into tears every time..But this time he held it in..He teared but did not cry..Indeed,our baby has grown up..But why does that make me even sadder..T_T


Teary JungMin..Ilu bby dun cry T___T


Baby Jun crying too..

My Kyu crying..aish..




Honestly, the boys have changed. Or rather, i have changed?
Seeing them now makes me want the old SS501 back..The five dorky boys who fight all the time..Jungmin being the obnoxious bully and weirdo leader Hyunjoong..
Seeing old pictures, videos and gifs makes me wanna cry..I don't know why..
They've grown up, they've evolved. Changed from boys to men.
But with every new concept, every new album..I feel that their burden got heavier..Their worries increased and they seemed to have lost those carefree, young boys someway along the years..


This particular fancam..Even though its a perf..I teared up..
Snow Prince..

This OLD OLD SONG..Seeing them perform it like this reminds me how much they have changed..Remembering how they danced to Snow Prince during that time..

In "Thanks For Waking Us Up"..The five sleepyheads dancing to this song in their pajamas..(I still remember the horrible ugly clothes they had to wear for the MV).Now they're on this stage..Dancing to the same song in shining suits..

But still..No matter how they have changed..One thing will never change..that is their gratitude to Triple Ses..Their pure wishes to bring out their best in front of us..No matter how hard it is..just to show us a better side..


Humble as ever..The boys did a traditional greeting when they won Music Bank, just like what they did at Persona concert..I really don't remember any kpop idols being ever so respectful, even to their fans..Not to mention Kyu's signature 90 degree bows.


Messages during the middle of the concert


HyunJoong to Jungmin:
We have known each other for 7 years.
1/3 of our life? about there. It’s neither a long or short time.
Thanks for always being so serious.
Thanks for always being our fan, for being the strong pillar for the 4 of us.
To the fans, no matter what we SS501 do, please believe in us.
With your belief in us, and with Jungmin supporting us...
Please support us always.
Moral support.

Kyujong to HyunJoong:
Like what HyunJoong said, we have spent a long time together,
Perhaps, even longer than the times we’ve spent with our parents.
From our teenage years to the early 20s..HyunJoong has given us alot of strength.
You have been always been supporting us, but you do not show it in front of us.
Now that we have grown older, please do not shoulder all responsibility alone. Our hearts ached for you.
Previously, you’ve met with a little accident,
But, as expected, you’ve recovered fast and are alright now.
I hope you’ll be more careful
In the future, be it drama, movie or album, hope everyone will support us.
And, I always say this: “thank you and sorry.”
I will continue to work hard until I do not feel regretful/sorry [tears]
It’s getting too long, HyungJun’s turn [crying at the end]

HyungJun to KyuJong:
Listening to the Kind Kyujong’s words, my heart ached.
We didnt came here to talk about the end of the 5 years right?
Today, I want to tell all you of here,
We might have solo activities, but didn’t we just release an album? We will continue to work hard.
Love Ya has received tremendous response, hasn’t it?
SS501 will be here. Hope everyone will stay with us too.
Kyujong has a lot of tears.
Everyone might think I’m the cry baby, but actually, Kyujong thinks a lot.
He will think about it at home, and will cry.
Seeing him cry, my heart aches.
So...[crying]
Kyujong is a friend that I’m very thankful to. He treats me like a brother.
I hope everything will go well for us.
and...[crying harder]
I am really very sorry for today,
Sorry that the tears keeps falling,
Sorry for always crying.
I really love our members,
So... really... Kyujong... and,
my same-age member Jungmin, Kyujong, Youngsaeng hyung, HyunJoong Hyung. Thank you
Today’s tears... be it 5 years, 10 years or until the day we die,
it will become our best memories. We will work even harder.
Do take care of our Kyujong,
I will have alot of hardship if not for him,
a very good friend, like a brother, handsome Kyujong.
Everyone, please take care of him... us too.
Everyone, please treasure him. Thank you

YoungSaeng:
Saying this one by one makes me feel pretty shy.
Listening to all these makes me recall,
We are always together as 5.
As time passes, we might not cherish the feeling of being as 5 as much.
Previously when I went to Japan alone,
Apart from during concert, that was the first time I stood on the stage alone.
At that time, I seriously realized that,
Being in a group, you are never alone. It’s really a good thing.
This can be counted as a late discovery for me.
Words to the members, of course I wanna thank them.
This is for sure, do not have to say it specifically.
Thank you,
Actually, I dont know what to say...
All of you are crying suddenly now.
I was prepared to smile all the way today, so I’m controlling the tears
[Fans: Just cry, just cry it out]
Now that you are asking me to cry, I can’t do it...
What should I say to the fans...

HyunJoong:
On behalf of the members, what I want to say is,
Today is not supposed to be a sad day.
It’s a brand new day. I hope everyone can smile.
It’s a brand new start.
Regarding the negative rumors, even though you might be worried, but from now on,
please do not worry.
I want to say, please believe in us SS501.

Jungmin to YoungSaeng:
What should I say?
Firstly, to YoungSaeng Hyung [crying]
Yup... firstly, I always... My strong personality... [cries harder]
So I’ve often... ar... I can’t...
I shall say these privately... it’ll be better.
All in all, hope everyone will continue to support us.
Yup... [crying] Following...
The next time we have a performance, please do come to see.

Crying at what babyJun said to Kyu..
Kyu..all these years he's not changed at all..Still the kind Kyu..The sweet Kyu..
That sensitive boy..My bias and fave forever =)

Keke..My kampung kia-style KyuJong ^^


No matter what happens in the future..I just wish for the happiness of these five.. I strongly believe that they'll stay together..
I don't care people think fangirls are idiots, writing stuff about people who doesn't even know i exist..But i love these five..And always will. I'm proud of u guys, really.

To the first five years..And many more five years to come. =)





Last part dedicated to my OTP, Tom and Jerry aka HyungJun and Jungmin

Minnie dun cry..Jun is here =)

Lmao i missed this sfm xD

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