Sunday, January 27, 2013

Overthinking Plus Paranoia Equals to Sleeplessness

Hello my non-existent blog readers.
Its been another month since i last wrote, and this is like the first post i've written since 2013.
Yeayyy, so happy belated new year~ and all that :)

It is now 3.30am, and i am still up.
I've been frustrated, worrying about my internship and all..
So today i've got bad news, cause my deputy dean told me to switch companies wtf.
All because KTO requested that i extend for another two weeks in my intern period..
Which would clash with my oral presentation and report submission.
Which means i cannot participate in MATTA Fair.
Which means i might be spending my internship replying emails and facebook comments and not learning "PR skills" .

So all this has got me thinking.. WHAT do i want to gain from the internship?
Do i want to gain experience, use it as a stepping stone or take it as an opportunity to do something i really like?
Most people would say go for the stuff you like, right?
and i would really, really like to work with koreans in a korean environment wtf
But then again, dreams aren't practical, are they?
Is it a more viable option to go for something that would help me in my future career?

So now what?
Magazines, Pure PR, Tourism or Events?
Which will be my path?

You people might be rolling your eyes by now.
After all, its just an internship right?
But then again..
I really really want to live the successful life i envisioned, which will be funded by my equally successful career. If i don't start planning now, i'll just be another workaholic that works with no aim in life.

Perhaps i'm overthinking.
Maybe all interns go and make coffee and buy toilet rolls for the office, right?

Off to sleep. Maybe my dreams will tell me where to go lol.



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