Friday, July 10, 2009

★【Simplify】★

These few weeks were such a drag~~ Arrgh I'm practically bored out of ma guts.
At school~ Minutes passed like HOURS. Kept waiting for the class to finish~look forward to recess~ n wait desperately for the time to pass again. Yep. The same boring routine EVERYDAY.

The weather nowadays is freakishly hot.
(okay, so maybe that wasn't a suitable adjective.But whatever.)

Halfway through sleeping in History ytd(everyone was doing exercises and i've already finished mine, so technically i'm not missing out anything kays~), the hotness really got to me and i was really kinda exasperated.Well, in my defence I slept late that morning so was really kinda exhausted~so you know..haha. so I took a short nap in class when Trumay was walking around. No positon seemed to be comfortable enough(I mean, how comfortable can you get, sprawling on the table?)
Throughout the whole period was trying unsuccesfully to sleep in the sweltering heat. So finally gave up and contented myself with walking around aimlessly and making exasperated noises like "arrgh","yishh" et cetera, et cetera~while flailing my arms as i go(yes, i was THAT BORED). Sheesh. Must have looked like a moron then ==
Yan & qiqi were reading novels (under the desk of course), as usual.



Anyways, finally switched my old L6 for a K810i~ wakaka~ finally have a new phone~
Was trying to download the DIGI MSN service for the past few days but unsuccesful. Haih. Why oh why~ my other friends can dl it, no problem. But i wasted quite a few bucks trying to subscribe and download. Still no luck though. Disappointment T.T


Lack of sleep this week~
Slept late for 3 days out of 5 for school n had to rush in order to get on bus.
Ahaha~ mum must've been having a fit whenever she woke up and found that i haven't woke yet. Thankfully, didn't reach school late in this week~ otherwise may waste 2 periods picking up rubbish in the school compound. sad.



Tuition was tiring, as usual. but fun.
The thing about going to tuition was, i hated the idea of giving up my sleep over it, but i had to go cos i didn't wanna miss out on classes( and mostly cos i wanted to see ma frens).So in the end, tuition until very tired everyday~ From last week onwards, i have tuition from monday to sunday. 7 days out of 7. Damn great. How am i ever going to finish my homework +do laundry +online + rest ENOUGH ?
I need my sleep. Badly. (suddenly realised i should have been sleeping by now, but i'd rather rant here instead)


Next saturday is Hari Kantin~ Kinda anticipating~ can't wait ^^
Its our final year here~ mus enjoy while we can n take loads of pics.



I want SS501's Collection album. I wanit wanit wanit~! But its proving hard to find. haih do i have to go to sg like Tracy?? Hope not.


I miss you. I really do. Missed the times when we were buddies..Can talk about anything and everything. Joke about lame stuff, bicker all the time,playing the fool, you freaking me out and my sarscasm. haiz..But things have changed. They changed so much i still can't comprehend. Why do we have to be like this? The events for the past month left an invisible barrier between us. We don't sms anymore. We don't talk when i see ya.Even laughing seems forced. Nowadays my phone is on "cold storage" long rest. Everyday nobody to sms (well, nobody that can chat with me like we used to).Dunno why, without you i feel kinda..Empty. All you care about now is her, i guess. Why am i disappointed? Cos you used to say you cared. At least you used to. Not anymore. Haiz i guess i'm too used to having company.But now.You've changed.And you don't even know how i feel. We used to be like best friends,confiding in each other and knowing every little stuff about each other.But now the distance makes me feel like a stranger to you. I hate this feeling. I'm tired of waiting.
I wanna take a break, but why can't i get over it? Besides, you're nobody to me like i'm nobody to you.Why should i care? I don't know. But i do.



ܤFinܤ

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